Yup, sure does. Some days I wonder why I even bother.

I'm fed up with pretending to be something I'm not. It takes so much effort, and it's really not worth it.

I try to appear "happy" and somewhat positive, when inside I'm feeling dead, crushed, desolate, despairing, despondent, disappointed, disconsolate, heartbroken, miserable, mournful, down, downcast, downhearted, dreary, forlorn, gloomy, melancholy, dejected, lonely and a few other synonyms.

I wish I could just crawl into bed and not have to come out for days... unfortunately work sort of gets in the way there. Not that I particularly want to go to work either. My job sucks.